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160328 #Yu-Diary - The Dreamer pt.1 (Search The Dots)

Dare to dream
I don't know how to start writing this. I just don't know, and maybe confused to describe the word 'DREAM'. Like seriously, it's makes me dizzy when I decided to try write it down on my note. I don't know when I actually start to have a dream. I'm not talking about we going to bed and sleep then dreaming, not in that case. But, dream in this conteks is 'to be somebody'. We're all born to be somebody right? Have you find your right path? Or maybe you have find your reason why you're live this life? I feel so jealous with you that have find the reason.

Sometimes that thought is always appear in my mind, and you know what? I've got my head so dizzy when I started to think about it more deeper. And right now when I write this down on my blog, (before this, I write down on a paper when I still in my class) I also got dizzy, now is on migrain level. And now, let me tell you my absurd mind that maybe you'll not understand. (my bloodtype is A btw, hahaha)

P.S. Maybe this gonna be so long, this still part 1 btw

Some people may think life in a simple way. Only the point of life, like 'Born - Growing Up - Get Married - Having Job - Have babies - Happily Ever After'. I would say, this would happen in the village that minim in economy. Because they can't send their son or daughter to high school or university, they decided to give them marriage with someone that they choosed. Like, 'If you can't continue your study, then get a job and married.'. Sometimes I think about that, 'Is their parents doesn't know that their son or daughter could be have big dreams?', 'Are they happy with those marriage?'.

For me, personally, life is not just about growing up, getting married, having child and get job. But, there's moment that we should spend with such enjoy and happiness, always be happy on that time. I have said this on my previous post 'Blooming Youth', the moment that we known as 'The Most Beautiful Moment In Life', the time between our childhood and adulthood, Youth. I got the phrase 'The Most Beautiful Moment In Life' from my K-Pop idol BTS. From their album, I learn so much about youth. The time we should not have regrets. The time that we will remember in our 30-40 age and forever as the most beautiful moment in life. The time that full of love story, friendship, sociality, adventure and more things that we do in our 20's.

BTS Blooming Youth
In our 20's, we can freely going somewhere with our besties, find new adventure and explore so many new things, learn together. Also, we share together about our dream. Do you have a dream? Of course, yeah... Don't you remember, in our childhood time, we usually said that we want to be a doctor, or a police, or a teacher, and also a pilot because we want to going around the world. Such a beautiful and precious imaginary from innocent child. As time passed, some of child have a different dream from their first dream, that they want to achieve.

Like me, in my 1st grade elementary school I want to be a singer, because I really like to singing. And then, when I'm in 6th grade elementary school, I fallin' in love for the first time with English, so I decided to be English teacher soon and from that day, I really like to study language. My dream of becoming an English teacher is upgrade to travel guide and stewardess when I'm in 1st grade of senior high school. To showing my passion for English and language that I really love to learn, I start to join English Olympiad for MA -one type of school in my town that I graduated, that held on my school. I become the 2nd winner. I'm happy that I've got to going to Surabaya to be representation of my school in Olympiad for MA in the entire of East Java. It's like I've walked in right path to achive my dream. Although I'm not win, but I'm happy and I promise to myself to keep improving my language skills.

When I'm on senior high school, I also fallin' in love with design. When my teacher called me and offer me to join design competition, I'm so surprised about it. Then my teacher told me that Mr. A had recommended me to him. My teacher told me that Mr. A said that I have potency and creativity. I feel so blessed to hear that, so I decided to join the competition and begin the photoshop class with my teacher. A new dream had come to me, I want to be graphic designer and writer (because I like to write story) soon.

The power of youth, with such imagination and passion on what we do, we always got motivated to do the best and always improve our skills to be more better. And also, with that kind of power, we like to spending time making craft or creativity in many ways, and prove ourself to other peoples that maybe have look down on us and our dream. But, with the spirit of youth, we just take it easy on what people think about us and keep going towards our dreams. Because some people may not know us from what they see and just know us from what they heard.

Step by step, we make a way to our biggest dreams to be come true and prove to the peoples that look down at us, that we can do it and achieve our dreams.

In my 3rd grade in senior high school, I've already be a fangirl (for about 2 years?). My classmate always tease me with 'Korea, Korea'. They even called me 'Korea', because sometimes I said a simple word with them. It's reflect. But, rather than being annoyed, I just laugh it away. Make their teased at me to be prays that someday I will going to Korea. Amen.

Jinhae, South Korea
As what I expected, my topic is going anywhere without control. Are you guys confused and don't understand about this post? I'm so sorry if you confused or doesn't understand about my post, and also I'm very thankful if you can understand about my post. I hope I can continue to part 2 soon. Please wait if you're curious, but it's okay if not. Hehehe..
Life holds special magic for those who dare to 'Dream'. - SH
Dream, the power of Youth. - SH
"I have found that if you love life, life will love you back." - Arthur Rubinstein
Up until here, I hope you guys always have a great days. Go find your dreams if you haven't. I'm also in searching mode to find my right path to my dreams. Have a good night and stay healthy. Spring is coming~ Spend your time with happiness and life without regrets. It's okay to have regrets but don't forget to always feel blessed and thankful. See you on the next post~

- Yuu~

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